Happy day! ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ”

Disclaimer : this is a very lengthy and wordy post, kinda. Sorry :X



Today is a happy day! Although I only slept for approx 5 hour, but I still feel rather happy as its a very productive day today! :D

Lemme briefly tell you how my day goes alright.

I slept around 6am today! Why? Lab report. As you know I'm the kind of person that only get her stuff done at the eleventh hour, so yeap, my lab report is due on Tuesday. So yah! I started my report around 1am, and got almost everything done around 6am. Super productive I laike!!! (:

Then I woke up at 11am. Had milo and bread for brunch?! I don't even feel hungry wtf then i ate several spoonful of peanut butter! Teaspoon of course. I have this weird addiction of eating peanut butter straight from the jar. I prefer eating it like that than spreading it on the bread.

Few spoonful later the guilt sorta hit me so I stop eating and played tetris! Yes I'm back to playing tetris! And I'm actually quite good at it nao. Can even send 90 lines in 2 minutes! Pro or not?! Haha! Then procrastinated a bit, did a little bit of my lab report then out of the house!

Around 1pm I left the house to Vivocity for grocery shopping. I love grocery shopping don't ask me why! I find it very interesting, especially to the bigger ones in Singapore Cz there's free food to try! Hehe #fatkid4lyfe =P

I went to giant at vivocity as it's huge there! I really really love the hypermarkets here in Singapore! It is so much better than Kuching's and they literally sells everything! So yeap. Was at giant for 2 hours. It did not feel like 2 hours though! More like half an hour! Dafuq. Anyway, the tutu Kueh inside giant is nice! And it's super cheap I think. 4 for only $2. I personally prefer the peanut filling than coconut filling though =)

After giant, I went to search for the sushi roll mat, which is also called as bamboo mat. Searched high and low, and i got nothing. Super depressing can. I tweeted about it and my friends actually responded by telling me where to get it! Feel so loved that people actually care about me =P

I went cold storage at vivocity and harbourfront's, giant at vivocity, Japanese restaurants at vivocity and Daiso. Can't find any. Fml. And can you believe it. Daiso, as a Japanese store, don't sell bamboo mat. Wtf is this. How can?! Epic fail Daiso. Epic fail.

Wasted an hour for nothing so I decided to give up and just go home. Tweeted about it, and my friend replies by suggesting me to make origini instead of sushi. Origini is the kind of Japanese sushi which is moulded into triangle/square/round shape by placing the filling inside the rice. I had it at Shaw Center's isetan once and I hated it. Lol.

Got home around 430pm, and prepared all the ingredients for an hour. My ingredient includes, egg mayo, corn mayo, tuna mayo, sardine, crab sticks, hot dogs, cucumber and carrots, fried prawns, salmon and fish eggs I think?! For the California rolls. Can't google the name of it so yah. :X

Started to roll sushi at 530pm! (yea I watch my time all the time so I'm very sure what time I started everything :D)

Oh, I substituted bamboo mat by using a damp towel pinned with plastic wrap =) and it actually works! So yes people. If you're under budget, just use a damp towel with plastic wrap instead of buying a bamboo mat.

My first attempt at rolling the sushi was a failed one because I wrapped too much rice in it. LOL. So remember! Make sure you don't roll too much rice, and leave the last part of the seaweed empty!

After mastering the skill to roll the normal sushi rolls, I challenge myself by rolling California rolls. And I succeeded. #fuckyeah.jpg. To be frank. I think I'm quite good at it. Muahahaha

While busy chef me is rolling sushi, it was constantly eaten by relatives as well so there's no decent photo of it lor. Only from my phone, which are the leftovers lol!

Got everything done around 8 then i Started to play tetris again after that, then report then I'm typing this post!


I feel super happy today. Especially when I get to prepare dinner and everyone said that it's nice!! Hehe. Please tell me that you're happy too! A smile a day keeps the wrinkles away. ;)

It's my first attempt of california rolls and it looks not bad, right?

I'll post another post on how to roll the california roll in another post later so stay tuned! :D

Rants!

You know, there's that moment when you just cry for no reason? When tears decided to stream down your face? In no time your eyes look hundred times puffier? Yes, that sucks.

A friend's dad passed away yesterday and it actually got me thinking about how fragile life is. I've never lose someone I really love so I may not know how much it hurts. Sure I've attended several funerals, but the kind of pain that haunt you mentally and physically is the kind of pain I've not been through.

How does it feels like to lose your loved one? Was at the gym working out half way and I reflected myself on how I've treated everyone around me. I have a shitty attitude, impatient to be frank, and once you get to know me, this shitty attitude starts to reveal itself. There's this guilt in me bout this shitty attitude and I think I really sucks as a daughter, as a good friend. Ugh, I must change. Because eventually people get fed up with this shitty attitude and might someday leave me behind. Which I don't ever want this to happen! Change now or be forever alone in the future. Forever alone as in real forever alone with no friends around, no family around to pour their love on me.

Immediately went to the toilet when I feel the tears streaming down. Called mommy, she asked what happened. I told her nothing. I just miss her. I wanna go back Kuching man. I really want to.

We have to be more appreciative and stop mistreating people, heart said to the brain.

I'm really really thankful for such an awesome parents. Although our life might not be luxurious and there's always ups and downs, but still no matter what my parents try their best to sort things out even if it's beyond their capability. I'm thankful for the my aunts here in Singapore for shelter, extra allowance and f&b. I'm thankful for friends back home for still trying to keep in contact with me although we're all busy with our studies & life. I'm thankful for the friends in Singapore for their existence to accompany me throughout my foundation, and another 2 and a half year of degree.

I will turn over a new leaf and be a better person! A better daughter, a better friend. I will hold my temper from on now, especially when it's talking to mommy :x

Edited at 2.03pm.

Ok la I know I a bit out of the topic about how fragile life is. Anyway, treat everyone around you sincerely and appreciate them for being with you. Because you might not know when they're gonna leave you. And when that day comes, don't ever regret about how badly you've treated them because there's no use regretting over something that'll never come back, right? And you'll start to realize how important they are, the impacts they made in your life.

And, also start to be thankful, grateful. Even if it's just a small matter like let's say you had Macs for breakfast today. Be thankful that you're actually at macs with someone and being able to afford it. Because some people out there don't even know how does Mac breakfast taste like. Eg, kids at Africa. Compare yourself with the less fortunate and you'll realize how fortunate you are =) stop comparing yourself with some rich tycoon children's life. Want to be filthy rich? Work hard now. Because hard work pays off.

What you have now, might not be yours in the future. Vice versa, what you do not have now, doesn't mean you wont have it in the future either.

Cheers!

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Joke of the day.

Here's a photo of me when I'm young.

Cute, no? A friend sent this to me yesterday morning when I'm feeling kinda down and it immediately cheered me up. Kinda funny don't you think? Ok la, it's very very lame after reading it over and over again la wtf but hey! at least it's funny at first sight? Sent it to few of my friends and they thinks its funny too so yah! Use it to cheer your friend when they're down! I'm sure it can cheer them up =)


Here's a real photo of me to cheer you up while reading this wtf

Photoception. I tried describing how the photoception it is but failed so i decided to just type "photoception" and this lengthy sentence. Was bored the other day so I played with phone's app. It's called gifrus! Go, go download it nao as many other people are using it too so its a trend you must follow wtf ok kidding. it's your choice to get it or not =)



A post, full of crap. Gooood bye =D

p/s : actually I just wanted to share the sperm photo's joke to y'all only lahhhh.  But a post without my vain pics in it just feels incomplete. Lolol bear with ittt!

Mother's day!

Happy mothers day to all the mothers out there. It's my second year of not celebrating mothers day with my mom and to be honest, it's kinda sad to see people celebrating it with their moms, while I'm not. Ah I miss mommy a lot.

So, few days ago I asked a friend of mine - Jellispie to send flowers to my mom as my bro won't do it. And with our 13 years of friendship, he said ok without second doubt. So so blessed to have such a nice friend I can rely on when it comes to situation like this! Hahaha

Anyway, Jellispie send over the flowers to my place around 11am which is lucky! Because mom and siblings just reached home from breakfast/brunch! Just in time. Mom was kinda surprised that Jellispie gave her flowers on my behalf, and she kinda teared. Seriously I wished I could give it to mommy by myself instead! It would be awesome if I can do so ey. I want. I WANT. But I can't. :'( So yeah people. Please appreciate the time you have with your family nao.

I won't say that my mom is the best mom in the whole wide world, but for me. She is the best. She's the cutest prettiest best smartest awesomest *inserts other flattering words* mom. No one can ever replace her status is my heart even though sometimes I get annoyed talking with her on phone. (sorry mommy) but i still love her very very much! My love for her is infinite! My mom is more than a mom to me. She's my best friend, my tutor, my advisor. To be frank, I seek for her advice even if it's very a very small matter. I'm very dependent towards my mom, I'm a momma girl :') and! The time I spent talking on phone/apps are mostly to my mom. We can go on for hours even though sometimes we really have nothing else but craps to bullshit about. Haha.

Well, I don't get people that hate their mom. Like seriously?! How can you hate your own mom?! Heartless I would say.

Thank you mommy. For giving me a life. For carrying me with you for nine months. For bearing the weight with you for nine months. For bearing the pain when i came out from your vagina :X for your breast milk. For your ovum. For your Fallopian tube. For your urethra(ok this gotta stop) For everything I have. For everything I am. Of Cz my dad plays an important role too. So thanks daddy for your sperm! #lol

A mother's heart is a patchwork of love. A mother holds their children's hand for a short while, but holds their heart forever. Found this two quotes online yesterday and I think it's really meaningful. Oh, spice girl's mama,I love you. It's a song I listen to when during my childhood and I still think its a very nice and catchy song. (:

Mommy, I love you. ♡

Zirca!

Thankful for such awesome companions. Thankful for such awesome friends!

Who says you can't have fun when there's only 3 of you to club. Who says you need a big gang to have fun at then club. Who?! WHO. Anyway, went zirca with Austin and esther last night and we had an awesome night though it's just the three of us! We didn't get wasted as we drank a tin of beer, a glass of vodka and a shot of tequila. We had some talk before heading in zirca and get to know each other better. /wiggle eyebrows

So it's a quarter to 5am and I should really go to bed! Fucking tired! And my leg hurts!! A lot. From wearing heels to dance through the night and not to mention walking! Anyway, im happy, and my friends are happy too. That's what that matters (: nanight! X

Sotong gets lucky

Watched avengers for the second time today for free! Thanks to NuffNang for for the ticket though! It's my first time winning something by blogging. Definitely did not see this coming because only 80 outta thousands(?) of blog entry are chosen and the possibilities of me winning is very minimal as I'm not a very active blogger and my views a day is less than 100! So much crap right.

Okaiiiii. So anyway! I got a call from NuffNang's staff around 4pm, and I was at the gym working out! Was so happy that I ran out of the gym smiling like one psychotic girl! Called Eveline immediately as she's suppose to meet me at gym to work out together. At the end!!! I asked her to join me to the movie as its so last minute and I don't know who to ask! Lolol

Rushed back home > bathed > decide what to wear > Ran damn fast to hop on the bus > Used mrt > walking at super fast pace to shaw center > collect tickets > movie!

So yah! I gotta finish up my lab report which dues tomorrow :x will blog again soon!!

Faith in blogging restored :')

Rants

Hi people. It's been a while since I posted something 'cause I've been busy. Busy of what? Busy from studying, eating and sleeping. Yeh that's literally how I spent my time everyday.

Anyway. Let's talk about my new year's resolution la aight. It's the beginning of may already and four months passed by just like that! Yet I've not tick off anything from the list. To be frank, I'm kind of disappointed with myself. What have I done for the past four months? Eating, eating and non stop eating. Full stop. I feel like I'm a failure man. How can someone be so failed. Lol.

Just came back from a BBQ party with the club members, yes eating again. And I'm super moody. 'cause....I dropped my ez link card, again. Seriously? I asked myself. Why am I so fucking careless huh. Can't I be anyhow more careful? Ah, fml moment. Got no idea how much money I've dropped for the past four months man. Can accumulate up to $100 I think. Which is around rm250. With that money, I can buy myself a topshop jeans that I've been eyeing on though. Fate. Fated not to shop, but to be kind and let the needy pick up my ez link card/money. I feel like a goddess. Lol.

Motivation. I need 'em. Where is my motivation?! Everyone started their lab report for HP already which dues on the 8th may. While me? I touched it, but have yet to start it. Real disappointed. I wanna start. But I haz no motivation.

Losing weight. So fed up from all the calories counting and working out at the gym. And again. Motivation. Where is the motivation! Where! Tell me where!!:'(

Home. What more to say. I miss home. I told mom n times about this and even cried last week for not going back for the long weekend. I know I'm gonna complain bout how boring Kuching is when I go back. But seriously. I think people never get happy with what they have. Maybe not everyone. But that's me. I tend to demand for more even though what I have is already more than enough. I need to be an appreciative kid. Learn to be content miss Anissa Sia.

Friends. I miss y'all. I miss going out during night time for supper. I miss the old me that would camwhore like mad with friends though. Now, I just don't anymore. All I do now is to take photos of food. There's more food photos in my phone than photos of my face though. I miss being vain, and crazy. Now, I'm a little bit more preserved/conversed compare to the me 2 years ago. Maybe it's the surrounding.

Ah. Life. Countless of ups and downs. Just gonna put on a smile and be happy! Hm okay. By typing the smile and happy word my mood immediately becomes better. Lol that's why they say smiling is contagious. I guess by telling yourself to be happy can make you smile too! Okay, I'll look into the mirror and tell myself to be happy next time whenever I'm down!! :)